كلمات Knew You Before

Weird how people turn out to be
When you've never seen them shed
Apparently it takes so many years
For me to realize it wasn't real
It was all in my head

You both knew and left me in the dark
I left you for different reasons
I wish you told me before he did
He was just a phase, you were my friend
I guess a decade and a half didn't count
When you had your lips on his

Maybe I would've forgave
If you told me the truth yourself
You hid it like a secret pregnancy
Hoping I wouldn't find out
You were my blood
And left me bleeding on a knife
That you never apologized for
Tell me was it worth it
Wishing he knew you before?

It's funny how nobody cared
About how I was feeling
It took years for me to heal
And maybe I'm still healing
I cannot change what happened
I cannot blame myself for trusting you
You chose lust over me
Silly how you didn't like sleeping
In the bed that you made

Maybe I would've forgave
If you told me the truth yourself
You hid it like a secret pregnancy
Hoping I wouldn't find out
You were my blood
And left me bleeding on a knife
That you never apologized for
Tell me was it worth it
Wishing he knew you before?

Maybe I would've forgave
If you told me the truth yourself
You hid it like a secret pregnancy
Hoping I wouldn't find out
You were my blood
And left me bleeding on a knife
That you never apologized for
Tell me was it worth it
Wishing he knew you before