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I remember first getting into it, it was so intimate.
Never knew I had the power, nor the will to sit through it.
But I did. Yet the question is,
Can I top this somehow? Or is it the actual end?
I will not falter though. Cause, I know what I am up against.
Bricks on top of bricks. And they don’t seem to ever end.
Easy, the fight goes. Yoda? No, I’m Qui-Gon Jinn.
Now, they’re bits on top of bits. My lightsaber knows no friend.
Whatever they say to bother me tonight I will stare ‘em dead. Never bat an eye. No, I’ll not be denied.
But, I’ll fight. Oh yes, I will fight. And survive, and thrive and whatever else can be rhymed.
Oh my, look at them. Each one glowing bright
As bright as a star. Reaching for the skies.
But me? Never been good at following a lie.
But I’ve been pretty good at breaking their conception of my–
No wait, I’ll continue that. But first, let’s breakdown
Why and how I became so insane, now.
It’s not luck.
But, blood.
Not love.
But, gust.
Just tough?
No, heart.
I’m sitting aloft,
At the top
At the top
At the top
At the top
At the t-t-t-t top top top, ah!
Now, I’m guessing you’re wondering where I’m coming from.
See, I have ambitions.
But, half-wits’s mission
Is tryna twist my act, to fit in
Their own party and their wicked sickly twisted vision.
Of what it means to do art. They’re blindly victim.
That’s deficient. And I say those words with the utmost care in the world.
If they’re hurled deep inside one of the Oscar’s show.
I would work all the way up there and be one of the herd.
And gladly spit on that gold. What’d ya know? Hahah.
That’s my Rhyme & Reason.
You’re obliged to be default.
That defines why I’m lethal.
Why I’m primed to defeat you.
Also why my demeanor,
Pulverizes you people.
No insight, yet deceitful.
Oh, alright. I’ll believe you.
Got no time to be fearful.
But got time to repeat though,
I will fight till my feet gives.
I will rise and be knee-bent
On inspiring all the weak heads.
Every night. Every weekend.
All alight. They will see it.
I’m alive. Where’s my equal?
Going back and forth between this and that.
I’m quite sure I confused you with all the skills you lack.
No guilty conscience though. Cause, they’re really built that wack.
Whatever though, signing off– no wait. Forgot to ask,
How does one even accomplish such a task?
Write all the way up to the maximum, yet not have
The luxury of being wealthy? Well, on that I’ll add
That’s my final goal. I do it simply, cause I can.
No pros? Define pros. Are they your core world or you’re their owner? Well, no more that. Hold pose as I
impose order on those polar to
My beliefs on an artist’s act.
What they do, it echoes past
All of today’s gibberish crap.
Do and don’t gain. Impossible in fact.
But in theory,
It hasn’t been tested before.
Even if they so.
Just you ask ‘em to show.
No one ever dares go
This far, and keep going
Knowing well, they’ll lose hope.
They don’t love it, oh no.
They love what it brings home.
Fancy cars, and the world.
Aiming above, are you?
That’s your question, I suppose.
If I am, you won’t know.