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Here we are again, standing in the place we call, within.
Feeling tied up, and I cannot quite pinpoint the reason I’m being skinned alive.
By my own subconscious. Will it let me go? Or, will I stay noxious?
Does it ever fade? And, if it does. I’m not it.
One thing’s true, though. I’m my own hostage.
Lying to myself, right straight through my own teeth.
Burying myself, deep down. And I hold the keys.
My mind and myself, are the prison to overwhelm me.
My thoughts or myself, will this tug of war ever leave?
Ever be me, or them?
Ever just be the one to win?
Count to one, two, three– begin.
It is a war after all. Hence,
The struggle to come out on top. Never minding, whatever kind of odds. Cause, you know that you’ll face
them head on. Cause, a free conscience is the strive you want.
When you plead honest, you’ll be honest.
Don’t be heartless then, sleep on it.
Don’t break promise. No, be dauntless.
Yet, after all that I’ve said, sometimes I be like,
(Chorus):
Eyes, all balling. Feeling like I will cascade.
Feeling hopeless, with no place for me to stay.
Deep in sorrows, would you please not let me fade?
Please, don’t let me fade, yeah.
Please, don’t let me fade, yeah.
Now, that we reached this point.
I’d like to point out, how so scared I am to face you with the fact, that I’ll soon be joined
With the disappearance that frightens me so. So, so, so, so void
Of any single trace of hope. Not once, I was able to incarcerate the thought. For it, to only dwell inside as
a noise.
And, not to mention the inescapable truth.
Of what?
Of, what in the world I’ll choose?
Oh, huh.
Give me an answer, will you?
Nah uh.
Then, guess I’ll pry it out your boot.
What the?
Boot? Yes. It’s what you use to tread these roads, you walk us down with no guilt or any sense of
discomfort. While, I feel every bit of it. Every little thorn. You were to busy nitpicking my complaints
while, i kept going. Cause, I'm–
Bold.
Had to recharge myself, and come
Home.
This will probably not change anything
I know.
But, i need this to keep going on
And on.
And I'll go on, and on, and on, and on.