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Reckon that I’m not gonna miss you when I go.
Though I feel alive even just when I’m around you, yeah.
You wanna hurt me, wanna burn me and curse my soul?
What care you, if I’m cool.
Good thing, I’m not you.
Past mistakes were always something so intolerable to me. Guess, now I know why.
Last years, I remember me being in that same awkward situation ‘bout two or more times.
Guess I never learn, do i? That they never share my mindset. They rather just go “bye bye bye.”
Uh huh. Take that as you will. And I’m guessing just like me, you hate being the one sidelined.
But, grasping the real problem has etched into my brain,
Leaving at the site of comfort being taken away
They rather let go of love than facing it with it’s greys
Which creates the part of ‘em that disappears without a trace.
Surely, they can’t be expecting all to be sunshines, fun times. I know sometimes I be on the wrong side.
Know why? Cause I sit with myself and analyze.
Just why in the world don’t they do the same as i?
Vengeful thoughts creep up in my head.
But will i? No, I’ll not. I’ll just let it freeze instead.
Freeze my heart, I mean. Let it eat me up inside.
So inside gets used to it and turn a blind eye to it, next time it happens. I don’t get hurt.
It’s how this world wants you to act, stuff it in dirt.
Will I feel fulfilled? Doubt it, now that I’m burnt
But one thing I know is that, the wheel always turns..
The wheel always turns.
Yeah. The wheel always turns..
No, I won’t be you.
No matter what they do.
I’ll always be me.
No matter what I see.
I’ll strive to be free.
Strive to believe.
Strive to believe that there’s good I haven’t seen.